Pan Arabita

If you are reading this can read this then you are either smart,my stalker or i just gave you the link myself. yeah I changed the url i just realized my crap,rant,emotional drama is not for everyone to read.I don't want everyone to read.
My stomach is so full right now that all i can do is lay down and sleep.I just noticed I've been complaining and whining a lot lately.I should stop.I still hate them her she we him ugh yeah whatever.still not in my i am miss sunshine mood yet.
WTF . this is supposed to be a normal post . okay so just came back from a dinner dad invited over his friends and their wives . It was so BORING . *haye* I wonder why they always ask me the same fucking question all of them every time. From the past two days i was suffering this oh God I failed dow and screwed up my inter exams and i am such a loser i should die and the aunty asks me why did you pick pharmacy over mbbs? . DUDE I DIDN'T NOT ITS BY LUCK FATE BY MY MISTAKE I SCREWED UP I AM A LOSER YEAH WHATEVER WHATEVER NOT CHOICE I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A FUCKING DOCTOR MBBS AND IT DOESN'T MATER NOW NOTHING OKAY ? STFU PLEASE. *WAILS* *BURPS* ( had lot of food).


I had bihari kabab,chwomen,pan arabita, Chinese rice and chicken chill for dinner . I just went for the food ^^ *burps* 
I hate when i enter the library and i have to find a place to sit and i have to roam around to find a seat for myself its just so annoying with everyone looking at me . UGH.
btw the guests who came for dinner (dads friends ) their kid was so annoying mera esa bacha hota na tou chandien mar mar ke theek kr deti .


I like talking to uzme and i miss nida :/ she forgets me too soon . *sigh*