FML .

Last time my viva went A.W.E.S.O.M.E . This time i studied every fucking thing and when she looked me down in the eye and asked me this one simple basic question I blanked out i stammered and in my head i was like here comes a zero and I am sure there went a zero down in her file . 
My head hurts I have to stand,wait,walk and get home ( logged from uni ) . I wish you were here for/with me . I miss my girlfriends I miss all my friends . I am counting days but I have years ahead to go .
I am officially sad but I never look sad even if i am sad and my head hurts i laugh and talk non-stop and get hyper and excited and what not so dad goes like : ''I thought you had a headache but you are giving us one beta''.
 This makes me not so sad but i am sad and scared . for some strange reason I think I wont be able to figure out the sugar tomorrow ( I have my lab exam we detect carbohydrates) and I am scared that i will blank out on Monday and every other exam day (ALLAH NA KARE). I think it's the stress :/
I WANT FRENCH FRIES .
muje kuch nahi ata . parh lun tou shayad aya jae . par partha kon hai (sab) .



4 comments:

  1. yaar. i must tell you that student life is a golden life. i say you should even enjoy the tensions of exams and all that shit. cuz practical life is a living hell. not always, but most of the times.
    dont worry inshallah you'll do fine in your tests/vivas etc. =)

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  2. aww.. i hate vivas =/ I always mess them up. Even if I know the answer. I hope u get good marks, though!
    Studies can be hectic but they are worth it in the end.

    French fries are yummm ^^

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  3. thankyou guys . I just freak out easy :l

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  4. awww reeem relax. even nerds like atta have bad viva days. but since u already gave such an awesome viva before the teacher prolly knows ur stressed.
    IWANTFRENCHFRIESTOO

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