kaal kothri .

zindagi zor zor se bol rahi thi aur uski ke talkh awaz kanun par hath rakhne ke bavajod bhi saaf sunai de rahi thi . alfaz ke shidat se demagh sun hogaya tha .
divar ke sath take lagae apne jism ke kashish-e-saqal ko divar par muntakil kar ke apne he kandhe pe sar rakhe ase bethi thi jese 
asa mehsose ho raha tha jese kise na sare quvat kench le ho jisam se aur mahool mein barhti sardgi se jism bejan sa hogaya tha .
kuch lamhun tak tou demagh sath de raha tha ke hausle ke divar se take lagae tuktake bandhe ummed ke darvaze ke janib ke shayad ab ye khule aur koi humnava aa ke parvah ke chadr urha kr dosti aur piyar ke sahare mera sahara ban ke meri bachi hoi ana aur khuddari ka pass karte iss bhanvar se nikal bahar le jae .
hosle aur muj par yaqeen ke asi girfat mein jakar le ke phir palat kr dekhne ke zarorat na pare .
aik he simat dekhe jane se ki faida nahi tha madad na imdad na sath kuch bhi bazoqat na zarorat mein pass hota hai na zarorat ke bad yahi voh ishara tha jise samjhne mein der ho jati hai akele he aye the akele he jana hai phir pata nahi kyn sath ke talash mein khudi gum ho jate hain sahayd ke iss liye ke us sath se zindagi ke taraf iktatam ka safar bamani ho jae .
raat lambi thi aur subha ke suraj ke uss kiran ka intezar tha jis ke parne se jisam mein hararat ho aur phir shayad apne qadmun par khari ho jaun aur iss bar beghar kisi sahare ke 
ye koi asan baat na thi ye ghari kuch tham se gayi thi akele par jane ke khauf he tamam ummed chikna chur ho gae thi .
khayal sirf khayal aur batein sirf batein ban ke reh gaein thein .
iss sard mein mahool sirf ankhun se behte ansun meri gaal ko bhogte garmi ka ehsas de rahe the shayad yahe vajah thi ke bas yun behte he chale ja rahe the .