not mad enough but it rains,beach and I feel sorry .

Saturday was bad okay ? not okay . I am still not okay about Saturday it make me sad I had three hours to myself and when I am alone I am just sad and miserable about myself that's all I am . The thought of it still makes me mad in a way .
kuttay saaley ullu ke pathe behchod koi sarak theek nahi hoti the traffic gets crazy that's why I had to fucking wait . I hate to wait be it for anything/anyone it just ticks me off . 


I am never mad enough you know like people are mad enough to let people go and to stop talking to friends and leave them and all that . ugh no that's not just me and it make me super weird according to both my best friends . 
I vowed like 2917878378272837873000399 times not to talk to certain people ever again since they hurt me so much or how to be mad at them for a while but then after the mad moment I am having I forget . I forget that I was supposed to be mad unless something happens or I am reminded again and till then everything gets okay and back to normal . 
And that is prolly the reason why my family and friends and everybody and anybody takes me for granted . weird I know that's just me .


Karachi wanted rain and now everything is flooding too much of anything can take away its charm . That's why i keep my distance towards a lot of things . 


I woke up Sunday morning to find out it was raining and the parade of fat,short,skinny annoying kids at my palace are up on the chat playing God knows what rain games and singing and dancing also gaining attention of the neighbors and the people living in flats behind our place . I guess they were actually enjoying their stage . 

yes this is abia with her Hey !! its raining pose .

This a random scene clicked by me while we were on our way to the beach that's nearest to my place . BEACH BEECH YEAH . I know my dad can be so awesome at times . It was raining and he was like chalo sea-view chalein ( he was just kidding but then umm hum peche he par age ) .
Also no I don't have a DSLR ( everything and anyone looks good with that ) . I no claim to be no photographer I just clicked here and there to put it on my blog so yeah over na hoein app acha .

I was sitting in the front and no nothing good was on the radio .

yes we like to act like we are the team from discovery channel where ever we go .

The green thing is dad's over sized belly and he is holding the oyster shell .


Abia : iss mein pearl hai kiya ?
dad : vahe dhoond raha hun par lagta hai koi nikal ke le gaya .
me : ACHAAA .

That's the beach baby .  I know sexy any day <3

yeah that's my let's go out on a rainy day we are bored team .

most random click making no sense . my tootay hoye kharab flip flops yes I know the dustbin deserves them now , my abnormal feet and sexily curved hand . nahi ? sexy nahi hai ? par yaar cute tou lag raha haina ? no ? well it's neat STFU .

I saw this guy and I was like kyn chala raha hai ye cycle ase and after a minute I was like aby in bahi sahab ko shayad maza aya raha hai . shit muje bhi chalani hai .

also abia collected sea-shells .
 ofcourse apko kachre se chune parte hain  .
sahi mein mehnat lagti hai thanks to the awam jo kachra phela ke jate hain and to the managment jo kabhi use saaf nahi karti no wait karti hai saal mein aik dafa ya kuch saalun mein aik dafa with a fancy camera, media people , school ke bache  and a beach cleaning campaign  :) 

don't you just love when you are standing and the water touches your feet and  then when the wave which is going back in slips the sand underneath your feet making you feel like you are moving when actually you are standing still .
It's scary but I feel good at the same time you know . moving without actually moving or trying to move .

who is that massi ? yeah the massi is me -_-
no seriously mein ab kiya subha subah tayar hoke jati sea-view ajeeb neend aya rae thi itni muje . I know itni buri nahi lag rae that's why I posted and ah well yeah I know its just my back my sexy back :p

That's the place with sea water and rocks so it is called the rocks or do darya ( as I heard it from a friend ) also devil's point ( I have no idea why ) .
yes we came here after sea-view . I just like stood up the rock for like a minute clicked and got down because there were men and men and boys and guys and some more men fishing . ugh . yeah . I get uncomfortable and I guess dad was regretting bring us here :p since he came here after a very long time thinking it the place only a few people know but  yeah :p 



Also if you are envious seeing my beach pictures and live in karachi go outside and take a dip in the pool formed around your house . 
yes free swimming for everyone and go rent a boat or something for transport .



On a serious note everyone wanted rain . okay I did too but its getting too much now okay ? not okay .
Interior sindh is flooding and people are homeless with water up and down all around them so it's not fun and great for everyone also I feel miserable too now thinking about it . I hope it gets better I hope the situation finds a way .