Hello Again .

This post is to say hello and also an indication to I am back yeah so I couldn't come up with any title other then yes well Hello again long time no see my blog .
The feeling of owing something completely is really something matlab andar se aik kushi ati hai ajeeb si gay si .
I like owing and I like being owned too .
The idea of belonging to someone feels lovely and no I am not just talking about the typical girlfriend-boyfriend relationship of a girl belonging to a particular guy or the idea of a woman belonging to her lover only .
I am talking about belonging to so many other relations and people in our life and I am talking about owing and being owned by them .
when my mum or dad proudly speak of me saying our daughter . when I am back after a tiring day at university and my grandmother greets my at the door saying here comes my daughter . when my friends tell me they need their friend .
 yes the ''my'' makes all the difference .
my best friend,my friend ,my sister,my brother,my cousin,my student .
WTF man this is not what I had in mind for this post when I had decided to write but then again I had nothing in mind .
Also I felt like a miracle happened with me recently . All my prayers were answered like literally answered . I did real bad on two of my exams (final exams) for the last semester and my result was due so meanwhile I kept praying and praying and praying for a miracle to happen because I was too sure just too sure that I would definitely fail and guess what ? GUESS WHAT ? my result came earlier this week and I GOD gave me the miracle I was asking for I GOT MY MIRACLE I cleared my 1st semester all seven subjects witha good gp :D
I couldnt have been more astonished/shocked/in awe of the fact that wow MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED .
So I umm thought it was really important to mention this because often when we are praying for something and our prayers are'nt answered we complain and fight with God come with stuff like why me and etc etc and when they are answered either we forget in our happiness or take the credit ourselves saying it was our hardwork but this time in my case I clearly realzied me passing those two exams is a miracle and nothingelse .
So yes '' dua mein taqat hai '' .
I have a lot more up in my head that needs to be umm blogge dout yeah I'd come back again because my internet is working now . ( yes the main reason behind this gap ) .