I was fucking scared that this would happen and it did happen so no please just leave me alone and don't give me the sympathy talk.
It takes effort to built up hope for something you know wouldn't happen and it hurts even more when after you start believing in it to happen it just doesn't.
My life's always been ironic. I don't like embracing happiness because I know it's always short termed for me followed by a long term era of disappointment and hurt.
I am so mad right now I can break a face or two.
Expectations. The higher you build them, the harder they come crashing down. And hope, should never be taken for granted.
ReplyDeleteIs anything ever guranteed?
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change is always guaranteed.
ReplyDeleteAnd those that open their arms to this ever-changing world do best. Keep running with the world, or the world'll leave you behind.
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