Sick Again .

When i woke up in the morning i felt pain in in my body  i felt a lump in my throat and my head was heavy . Everyone was off to work and school and i lay there in my bed for hours with my red puffy watery eyes a hurting heavy head and my voice which used to command the whole parade at school had turned into just a shriek . My body was burning with fever and i didn't feel like getting out of my bed for hours . i was not sleeping and i was not up i was just sick . As i thought about who had taken a being like me a 5feet some inches weighing 38 kg down , who was the actual reason of this pain and misery my painful,helpless and pitiful condition was just a virus a microscopic being not a being even because viruses are not classified as living or dead  so yeah i was down and in pain and aching and cursing .

So this has been my reality from day one since i was a kid was taken down by viruses and bacteria i have a good tendency of being sick most of the time. My body is immune to all kinds of viruses and bacteria and more prone to get hurt and be in pain. All the little things in life that seemed un important to others the little words and actions killed me and took me down . 

I am more sensitive more thoughtful then ordinary and its not a good thing because it hurts and it pains you are just so helpless then . Sometimes i feel things that i shouldn't feel  that aren't meant for me to feel and thats why i get sick one way or the other way most of the time . 

But mum says everything can be cured if you decide to be sick then you will be sick for all your life you just have to learn to be the cure for you . Gain immunity and be strong , strong enough to fight everything back to be un affected strong enough not to care so much and not to feel sick . 

So i gathered all my strength and went to the kitchen ate and took medicine i decided not fell sick for the rest of the day and for the rest of my life but its not that easy nothing is ever easy . 

Even  if my head hurts i talk even if my throat is sore i speak and even if my body is burning with fever i smile rather then making a sick pale face because fever is hot ;) and sore throat makes my voice saxy .  

Its not like its something severe or i have cancer or anything but the thing is we shouldn't let little things bother us and take us down there is a positive side to everything in life .

And the reality of the biggest, richest,smartest,strongest or even the hottest man/women on earth is that a little tiny microscopic thing like a bacteria or a virus can take them down just like you and me . 

If you are reading this and you know a friend or someone around you is sick or sad or whatever ask them ,talk to them , send them a card ,a note, a text, a call or anything because these little things matter they can take us down pale sad and hurt or even bring us up all strong and healthy  :) .